Curse

Leon_Ux-ixen · May 16, 2006, 12:59 PM // 12:59

Here I'll psot all my poems after they have thier own thread. So for those who have seen all my work or for those who have just seen it. Here is the past and new.

~~~Battle For My Soul~~~

Deep inside me, in my heart, in my soul, there’s a demon trying to break free.

My soul is trying to break free, from his dark embrace. My mind is slipping away in the darkness, my mind can't take it away!

He whispers dark secrets and all his dreams in my ear. I try to pull away but he grabs my mind and pulls me closer.

My soul is trying to break free, from his dark embrace. My mind is slipping away in the darkness, my mind can't take it away!

His claws dig deeper in my heart and soul! I scream "Get Out" but he laughs in my face. "Your efforts in vain" he saids!

My eyes burn red with hate, his presence in my soul. I scream "Get out" but he laughs in my face.

My soul is trying to break free, from his dark embrace. My mind is slipping away in the darkness, my mind can't take it away!

I fall to my knees, the battle lost. Tears fall from my eyes, his laugher echoing in my head. I close my eyes, and look into the sky. My hands come together and I bow my head. I whisper my final weapon...a silent prayer.

My pride and dignity washed away by my fears. Wings of an angel hug my soul, a warm voice saids "You are safe."

The demon's grip melts away, my soul and mind calm. I look up once more as tears fall from my eyes. A realization swept over me as I whispered.
"I found what I lost...my faith."

~~~Freedom I Crave Thee~~~

The wind blows, yet I remain.
Forever chained to the earth, caged from within.

I crave freedom, yet all my hopes and dreams in vain.
Forever trapped within a world of sin and pain.

Like Christ at the whip I feel helpless and betrayed
I ask my self why.

The winds blows, yet I remain?
Forever chained to the earth, caged from within.

Jealousy builds ups, consuming my heart.
Mind in turmoil, I can't figure out why.

All I wish is freedom of these chains.
I want to scream for help but my pride holds me back.

Like Christ I fall to my kneels, blood dripping, hope gone.
A Dove flies by, I envy it, the same words echoed in my head.

The Winds blows, yet I remain.
Forever chained to this earth, caged from within.

I close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep.
Time gone by, pain passed, chains broken, darkness consumes me.
Laugher echoing, my body shaking. A nightmare? Or Hell's overseer?

For once after all my pains I yell for help, the laugher silenced.
The darkness fades, I awake in the sky in awe, my dream realized.
I was free like the Dove I so envied.

~ ~ ~ Last Thoughts Of A Samurai~ ~ ~

The cold winter breeze blowing through my body, the same red sun arising.

The deafening silence before the fight. The familiar chilling of my spin.

The same questions echoing in through my head.

“What does it mean to be samurai?” To die without fear? To embrace death? Or to give one’s life for the fight?

These painful words pierce my heart driving me to the point of insanity.

To think a simple blade of steel is what my life revolves around, oh how I envy the Poor’s easy life.

The blossoms fall like rain, like the blood of a fell enemy, a fate I too shall share.

Is the point of my life to end? Or to cheat death?

The pain of this life rivals that of the watchful gods. How long can I last before I too am cut down by the very weapon I hold?

I close my eyes, feeling the same breeze pass again, feel the warmth of the same rising sun bearing the color of what I now must spill.

I hear the familiar song of the sword being drawn. Perhaps in death I will no longer be plagued by the questions.

Is Honor and glory really worth a life? Are these the thoughts of a Coward or Traitor? Or do we all face them?

As I stand the sun and breeze greets me once more. I hear the singing of many blades. The calm passed the fires of battle set. The ending of a life or one’s own life. Thus is the life of a Samurai.

~~~Get Away~~~

Every time we meet it’s the same thing

You give that fake smile, like you know it all.

You say that I’m wrong and shove your book in my face.

You say I’m a damned fool, just because I chose to be myself

I won’t lie and say it doesn’t bother every time you give me that look of pity

But it doesn’t matter I won’t betray my heart and soul just for one chance to pass through those golden gates.

For one chance to be saved, so take your book and get away from me!!!

I’m sick of the conversion, and the lies you try to drill in my head!!!!

It’s the same thing! Every time! You say this and that like your some Seer but your not!

Your always trying pull others it your beliefs, always breaking the rules just for one chance to walk through those golden gates.

Tell me is worth it to take advantage of others hurt hearts and weak minds.

How do you feel when you watch them cry while you plant your seeds of lies!?!?

Does it feel good? Is it his will? Or just some sick twisted game!?!?

I won’t lie and say it doesn’t bother every time you give me that look of pity

But it doesn’t matter I won’t betray my heart and soul just for one chance to pass through those golden gates.

For one chance to be saved, so take your book and get away!!!

Tell how do you live with it? Does it make it easier to sleep at night?

Is it easier to let a book rule your life and mind? Sorry I think I’ll pass.

You say my human thoughts are of the devil when you have them too, you think your some Saint but your not!!!

You live your life as zombie of worship, forgive me if I don’t want that life.

I won’t lie and say it doesn’t bother every time you give me that look of pity

But it doesn’t matter I won’t betray my heart and soul just for one chance to pass through those golden gates.

For one chance to be saved, so take your book and get away!!!

Get away!!!

Get away!!!

Get away from me!!!

~~~Warning Of The Gods~~~~

Whispers of death in the air, rumors of the end flow like a river

The false smiles of the adults bring smiles to the face of innocent children.

Skis darken with our hate and cruelty!!! Fire rains from the heavens scorching this unreal world of despair!!!

Rivers flow red with the blood of the centuries. The cries of a thousand children echo through our world. The End is here!!!!

Did we bring to upon our selves? Are we really so bad?

Do we deserve such an end?

Mother Nature poisoned by our ambition and dreams to touch the sky!!!

We call ourselves animals, yet we consume all around us like a virus to the world!!!

We blame our transgressions on television and games

Yet you blame the gods for leaving our prayers and cries unanswered

Skis darken with our hate and cruelty!!! Fire rains from the heavens scorching this unreal world of despair!!!

Rivers flow red with the blood of the centuries. The cries of a thousand children echo through our world. The End is here!!!!

Did we bring to upon our selves? Are we really so bad?

Do we deserve such an end?

2000years of endless slaughter and now at the edge of doom we beg the gods for redemption and forgiveness!!!

Can you really blame them for leaving our prayers and cries unanswered?

Time for apologizes is over!!!

Judgment day is at your door step!!!

Skis darken with our hate and cruelty!!! Fire rains from the heavens scorching this unreal world of despair!!!

Rivers flow red with the blood of the centuries. The cries of a thousand children echo through our world. The End is here!!!!

Did we bring to upon our selves? Are we really so bad?

Do we deserve such an end?

Open your eyes Billy Bad Ass

Wipe away your tears

You thought you could own it all but you were wrong. Now drown in the sea of your sins!!!!

Did you think your crimes would come without a price?

Nothing in life or death is free it’s time to pay the bill!!!

Skis darken with our hate and cruelty!!! Fire rains from the heavens scorching this unreal world of despair!!!

Rivers flow red with the blood of the centuries. The cries of a thousand children echo through our world. The End is here!!!!

Did we bring to upon our selves? Are we really so bad?

Do we deserve such an end?

Tears of the innocent fall to earth healing Mother Nature.

Light pierces the dark skies, the fires die with the blowing wind. The cries of a thousand children end.

Is this the end? The coming of Christ? A warning of from the gods? Or Just a nightmare?