Curse

R I P Suicidal · Feb 08, 2009, 12:13 AM // 00:13

I like to write poetry in my spare time. I try to inspire and/or relate to others through my poetry. So, here are a few.. hope you like them.

This one I wrote today for Valentine's Day.

Valentine's Day

I see you off in the distance
Flickering away with the candle's life
Close to my heart, yet far from my reach
My own words posing as the resistence

They come and go, but never stay
Averted by the eyes in which they hide
Stayed upon my lips, without knowing what to say
Just too afraid to open my heart wide

And with the pressure I feel the life leaving
As your image is flickering away
Yet then I feel your arms wrapped around me
And no words are needed on this Valentine's Day

This next one I wrote after I almost made the biggest mistake of my life.. I let alot of people down.

Alone Again

He is empty as his heart cries
Memories of life reflected in his eyes
And to them he is dead, just another soul passing by
Hated by love, and loved by the hated, he is alone again

And what would they say
If he stood up and gave it all away
Love mirrored in placid eyes
As he kisses them all goodbye
Walking down the path of loving hate, he is alone again

And as his heart cries he holds his head up high
Letting out a saddened sigh
As his eyes are fading, slowly loosing the reflection
Saying goodbye as on of the many in the masses of rejection

For he is empty as his heart cries
Memories of love reflected in his eyes
And to them he is dead, just another soul passing by
Hated by love, and loved by the hated, he is alone again

This last one was my very first. I wrote it based on the war and what it's done to people.

Black Day

What happened to the words of love
The words we vowed to thee above
Were they spent on our selfish wants
Just to be given into death's great haunt
I know now that we were wrong
By the toll of the funeral gong

So come away with me under heaven so fast
Forget the times and sins of the past

Come underneath the petal's rain
Where by God's grace we dance in vain
Dancing to the words of a newborn
Telling the tale of war adorned
Sacrificing the lives of the innocent
Shunned by the light of the luminescent

So come away with me under heaven so fast
And forget the times and sins of the past

More to come. Feel free to comment. I encourage bad comments as well as good. Hope you like them.

Sierraa · Feb 08, 2009, 04:35 AM // 04:35

I think it's neat that you write poetry, I like the first one more than the other two, but I really enjoyed "Black Day". I'd like to see happier poems though :P

Also, in line 9 of "Alone Again" you missed an e in "alone" I believe. :]

R I P Suicidal · Feb 08, 2009, 09:35 PM // 21:35

Alright.. so you don't like them because you think they're emo.. okay. Would you like it if it were about a cloud?

Also, can you explain to me what Valentine's Day, in your words, meant? Because if you thought it emo then you're wrong.

I write with a passion
That delivers amongst the hated words you display
Like a disfigured fashion
You want to compare me to something in decay

I'm unique in my own way
Writing words that people hate
Words with which people will always label
Yet there's no point in getting irate

Because to each their own as they say
And I will always keep it this way
So I have one thing to say to you Kerwyn Nasilan

Get the hell out
Because you don't even know what poetry is about

Thanks for the comments.

Konig Des Todes · Feb 08, 2009, 10:14 PM // 22:14

To those who dislike poems because they are "emo"... news flash, many good poems are depressing/written when the author is depressed, so they mostly come out "emo."

Also, emo means Emotional, not emotionally depressed like everyone thinks.

Good poems. And yes, write one about a cloud!

Valetine's Day, to me, is talking about being dumped. Not really "emo" but on the track.

Feed Mee Moree (yes, mispelt on purpose)

R I P Suicidal · Feb 24, 2009, 08:31 PM // 20:31

Clouds

They sift and wander through the motionless tide
In them can I confide all the secretes that I keep inside

And when they fall over me
It is at those times that I believe
That something greater awaits in the eve
On the final day when I'll be guided by their emcee

R I P Suicidal · Feb 24, 2009, 08:39 PM // 20:39

Blind Love

Feelings and pressures that lay heavy on my mind
Dwelling deep inside my dreams where I've come to find
The pains and sufferings that break me down every time I falter
From the graces of his edict, my heavenly Father's altar

So when I lay myself down before him
I pray for his guidance through past old hymns
And when the blasphemy falls from my lips
Your praise comes over me and the evil is eclipsed

Take me from the path of eternal strife
Breathe into me the loving ardor that gives me life
And I will bow down to thee
For the serpent will never take away my ability to see
And no longer will I ever falter, for I finally believe

Mr. Fish · Feb 24, 2009, 10:55 PM // 22:55

R I P,
I think it is cool that you are writing poetry. I also enjoy writing poetry so it is cool the see someone else's style. I hope you continue to write poems, and keep up the great work!

~ ><> Mr. Fish

R I P Suicidal · Jun 03, 2009, 02:18 AM // 02:18

The Final Day

Memories of the time when thinking never mattered
Calling out to me they speak in the voices I've forgotten
They tell the prophecies of my future as it's shattered
Broken fragments of the open windows that barred these walls

For the first time I'm free to breathe
For the first time I'm on my own, scared and broken
Pieces of my former self lay in my past's wake
As the voices begin to fade and are unspoken

For the second time I've fallen and no one is there
I cry out, but the tears are all gone
For the second time I close my eyes in despair
With the visions of my present self entertaining me

For the third time I've gotten up and carried on
For the third time I've bit my lip and silenced my curses
With my eyes focused on the horizon and my heart set in the past
I hum softly the year old lullaby's verses

And for the final time the memories begin to fade
And the voices whisper to me with their goodbyes
For the final time I will begin this crusade
As I kiss it all goodbye with my final sigh

Found

I found you on the borderline of love and hate
Between the pages of our life's love story
I held your hand in mine, whispering in your ear
Lay all your troubles on me, I can take the weight

You found me lost inbetween the signals you were sending
Afraid and confused you found me, whispering the words
Of the final chapter of our love story, with sleeping eyes
Lying on the floor, waiting to be found as the story ends

One Kiss

In the darkest hour you came to me
From our rose garden you sang to me
Awaken me from the nightmares I've been dreaming
Change the sands of the hourglass, the hour is fleeting

You sang to me the visions on your mind
You sang to me until the sand took the time
With silence to mourn the lost hour
From our garden you gave me a flower

As red as the blood that coursed through my veins
Layed to rest with a withered symbol as my remains
Just one kiss and I was ready to die
Just one kiss and I can say goodbye

The Game

Waiting on a prayer we made long ago
The puzzle pieces fall to a game we no longer know
Looking at the cracked images painted on the face of the mirror
Connecting the memories a heart at a time, darling we're nearer

With the pieces connected there is no regret at all
Because the final piece of the game is you
And the image that came crashing down is revealed
With a prayer to live on, the game brings me closer to you

Spiral of Lies

Living in a constant spiral day to day
Like a conga line, being lead deeper into something we can't see
Place your trust in the hierarchy and throw caution away
Because our hearts have grown cold in something that will last forever

Bleed from the heart for this final kiss
Guidance vanished amongst the chaos
And we're spiraling into the darkest abyss
Where we'll scream and rest in endless bliss of our foolish ignorance

Don't forget about it, don't regret it
It's just a facade, look what they've done to you
Broken and lost, would you kill for them
Oh, try to hide it, because in the end we knew
The prophecy, dragging us down a dark walk
You're the type that entwines me, together we'll take it back
Just whisper to me, speaking of the heeded attacks
With our backs against the wall, caught in a web meant for our fall
It's something we can't stop, something we foresaw
Just take my hand, take all our flaws, and leave it all behind

Because we live in a constant spiral day to day
And the more we try to hide it, the more we try to run away
The more we are trapped, entwined in the games they play
So just embrace my love, together we'll break these ties, together we will find a way

Sin

A symbol of undying devotion
Setting the pieces of the world in motion
Open the door to your soul, inside I will await
Close the door to forgiveness, my sins abate

Tonight I am the judge of uncertainty among the devils
Cast upon the darkness the spotlight of the new moon
Dance these pleas upon wavering puppet strings
For the time of the sacrilegious vote is soon

Take away from me all that I once knew
Toss me inside unbreakable bars to keep me safe
Mark me with the sinner's decripted tattoo
Then open your heart, and forgive me so that I may atone
In the end there is no salvation, in the end I'm alone

Break Down

These are my demons screaming out loud
As your face is covered by the shroud
Of broken promises and time now gone
And into the favored light are you drawn

So I'll break down
As the words you said
Are now lost in my head
Without you around
I'm feeling lost inside
With no where to hide

And I'll break down
Inside these emotions I'll drown
Wishing to take back the things I said to you
The things we knew were never true

But now you're gone
Into the favored light are you drawn
And these are my demons screaming out loud
As your face is covered by the shroud

Salvation By Death

This heart is dead
And the soul has been bled

The body is late
Forever burned by your hate

The mind was dissolved
Each time you were involved

And this heart will beat three times more
Until the years it abhors
Fade away like the dream
Into bliss where it can no longer hear the screams
Of it's own suffering, for too long untold

Devil's Mark

Torment laid to rest in your eyes
With pleas veiled by heaven's disguise
We waft into the never ending dark
To be burned by the devil's mark

And you cry out sweet suffering
To the whims of a demon's kiss
As heaven's veil disguises the words
That delve you deeper into this bliss

And we are together in this heart
Where no evil may force us apart
Hidden beneath heaven's veil
With the devil's mark shining so pale

We are guided through the bliss
Further into the abyss
With the devil's mark in our hearts
From underneath the veil of heaven we begin our depart

Taboo

So young and untold
To the events set in motion

So vibrant and full of emotion
Innocent to what is now unfolding

Should I protect you
Is to commit against my taboo
To watch you drown
Is to hold those forbidden words renown

So I will go against the grain
To save you from the chain
To protect you against the taboo

You're lost in the dark
You're scared and all alone
Struggling with something that was
Sturggling to find something unkown

Did you ever know it existed
In the emotions that became so twisted
Did you forget it was right in front of you
And that with every heart beat I will continue to pursue
You in this endless dark together
Forever to save you
Forever to say the words that are long overdue

Curse

It seeps out from the fringes
The thought makeing me cringe
Continuing to slowly spread
Until my heart it shreds

The feeling growing inside
As conflicted personalities collide
Infusing this heart with the curse
Until my final bed is the hearse

And if you would take the time
To save me and wake me
In the darkness I would find
The words to halt the curses' emcee

So breathe into me the life
Drive deep the knife
And cut away at this curse
Till I wake from inside the hearse

Butterflies

Fade away to the drifting words of remorse
Entomb yourself in the fleeting source
Take my hand and close your eyes
Can you feel the wings of the butterflies?

Flapping sweetly in the night
With whispers caressing you into delight

Dear, drift into my arms so warm
Together our hearts will be informed
With love in it's sweetest form

And with those words we drift further along
To the siren's song
Wafting to the source
Of our soul's remorse

Hand in hand we close our eyes
Can you feel the wings of the butterflies?
As we fall together once and last
Into love against the pain unsurpassed

Victimized

When I look into your eyes
I see my very own victimize
Falling deeper into your arms
Without the consent of my resent

And I'm falling again
Deeper into these black water oceans
And I'm caught up again
Delving deeper into these emotions
With resent and without my consent

Deep in your arms
I'm victimized
Deep in bodily harm
I'm raped again
Without consent by my resent

By your eyes am I held at harm
By your arms am I stripped again
By these words I'm sent back to where it all began
Deep in my resent with my heart's consent

Breathe

Miles and miles in bitter pain
Walking down with a heart compressed by grief
Of life, and in my mind it's the arcane
That feels me with insistent belief

Breathing it out to take it in
Holding on to the wings of the dove
Trying to escape this soul's chagrin
Too ashamed to cherish my heart's grove

And will I give in
Turn the other way
As it all passes over me
Breathing it out
Will I breath again

Nightmares

Screaming and crying, passed out in bitter anguish on the floor
You awake and wonder what was it all for
As the memories strangle you in past contempt
Leaving you lonely, depraved and without exempt

Cry little one as the sun wakes and takes over you
Know that the things you dream in your nightmares
That make you wake, screaming in terror and fear
Know that it was never true

Look into their eyes, ask the question they don't want to hear
Speak to them with meloncholy words
Cause you know their love was never sincere
And cry, and cry

Screaming and crying, passed out in bitter anguish on the floor
You awake and wonder what was it all for
As the memories strangle you in past contempt
Leaving you lonely, depraved and with death's exempt

Life & Death of Youth

A heart full of lost emotions
With hands trembling between these frantic motions
I'm on the brink of insanity
Living around ceaseless profanity
I just want to make it stop

Dragging myself further to the top
Looking over the edge of my life wavering
Taking a step out for the moment's savoring
Free falling in the distress that has entombed me
Reaching out for a hand worth believing
Looking for something to keep me from leaving

And in the pain and agony of apathy
I look around and come to see
My life crumbling down
With screams coming from all around
Escaping my beating heart
As the hands of Hades reach out to tear me apart

Eternal

Our love is blind in the fright
Of the demons dwelling within this starless night
As we walk along this path of eternal forboding
The moon drowning as the heavens are eroding

Now take my hand with the grip of an angel
Speak silently as their hands reach out to strangle
Our hearts, drowning with the moon as it is eroding
Flooding light upon the path of eternal forboding

Just close your eyes deeply
As we scale the path so steeply
Carrying us to our castle of heaven, deep within the grip of the angels
As the demons reach out to slowly strangle
The light that is now ceasing
The love once blind now decreasing

Perfection

Butterfly kisses and bitter sweet sorrow
They give me hope and strength to live to the morrow

Arms strong and tender
Corrupting me into blissful surrender

Eyes melancholy wide suffocatingly subside
To the dreams and wishes of days gone by
These things of the perfectionist trait I will soon forget
As the butterfly kisses are gone from her silhouette

NeWorld

Today we live in a world of death
Where each second is spent on uneasy breath
As we watch in fear
For the safety of those we hold dear

Should the youth reach out into this world
The wrath of the fates upon life will it be unfurled

As ignorance becomes bliss
The life we once knew ceases to exist

By the hands of the traitor were we sworn
To forever live by heaven's scorn
As with each life death is reborn

Elements

Life is the best of two disasters
Each with its own undying master

Existence is the corruption that lies in bewteen
Filling our hearts and blinding our eyes with thoughts obscene

Death is the escape and saviour of all
Rescuing us from the curse of the fall

Darkness is the tomb of one entity
Where we all come under one forsaken identity

Limbo

The road before us stretches onward into the darkness
As the light of hope dances in destiny's wake

From the fading light emerges words of crucifixtion
As those upon the line realize their mistake

The armies of darkness would wage war upon the holy
As those of the line tremble in desperation

Heaven would rain down its wisdom upon the corrupted
Continuing the cycle to the line's expiration

Prison

Locked away inside four walls everyday
Each thought is another word I am forced to say

As I sit by the window I dream freely
Of things that had never occured to me idealy

So from these restraints will I find a way out
Tearing down the four walls to release my heart's doubt

No longer can the chains hold me tight
For I shall run deep into the night
Where no one will find me, where I will finally be free

Reality By Delusion

Thoughts of yesterday come flooding back
Bringing back insanity that was locked away in the black

The voices come and whisper to me
They make me fall, they make me believe
That I'm not alone, that I can be free
Yet they're all lies, this I can see

Everyday it is a fight for one more foot hold
But with each day my heart grows cold

The voices are overwhelming, they're winning
And I'm falling, my world is spinning
As the insanity takes hold of everything I ever knew
The voices are the guiders, the carings that are few

I can see it now
Something I thought was wrong
I find to be the truth all along

Question

When you look into the glare of the sun
What do you see?

Do you see the image of the holy son
Or do you see materialism screaming like a banshee?

What if you don't believe
What will you see?

A shroud of emptiness
A life with bitter ending

Loved ones you can't see ascending
To your arms, now cold and bare

So look one more time in the sun's glare
Tell me, what do you see, do you believe?

It Takes Two

It takes two to hold up the world
And as I'm walking through the door I hear the sound
Of my life, my world, crumbling down
Because I'm here without you

I begin to wonder
As my world is ripped asunder
Am I the reason
Or am I the problem
Am I the one making the delusion
The final stretch to our solution

And so I'm here without you now
A shadow that has been disavowed
As my world is crumbling down
And I begin to look around

Because it takes two to hold this life
It takes two to overcome the strife
And so I begin to wonder
As my life is ripped asunder
Am I the reason
Or am I the problem
Where did I go wrong
I've been without you for so long

Falling

We're falling down
Deep in their eyes
And all around
We hear the sound of our sweet demise

As we fall down
With the sun
We find that we are the one
Falling down deep in their eyes
Falling down further now
Falling deeper with the sun
We now find that we, that we are the one

Falling down
Deep in their eyes
Falling down
With the sun
Falling down
Deep in their eyes
Falling down
Deep in the sun as one

Reaper's Rain

Demons lurking in the dark
With eyes glinting like an electric spark
Haunting, taunting as you cannot resist
Now in their midst, with one goodnight kiss

You're falling faster into their trance
The finest of romances
Twirling upon the dance floor in vain
In the arms of the reaper's rain
A scream escapes your lips
As the serpent's eyes eclipse, time for your goodnight kiss

With miniscule giggles and taunts
You give into the serpent's wants
Another goodnight kiss
Falling into their midst
Twirling on the dance floor in the arms of the reaper
Now and forever your eternal keeper

The Final Hour

Love hath been devoured
In this, our final hour
So take up thy holy grail
For tonight death shall prevail
In this, our final sernade

Drink from the grail of our masquerade
Let the blood froth over thy lips
Let death be halted by every drip
In this, our final hour
In this, in which love was devoured

Raise up thy eyes unto the sky
As prayers of life wash over thee
And with each prayer appears another emcee
To announce our death tonight
In this, our final hour
The one in which love was devoured in delight

Normalacy

What is normal other than what we will it to be
Is it what another is supposed to see
Is it what vanity made us believe
Am I wrong to think differently

That I would rather be one out of a million
That I would rather be me
Instead of what others decree

Pride

Can't hide these feelings waiting inside
They just pry their way out, there is no pride
And I'm screaming out with a silent voice
And I know that you can't help, I know this was all my choice

So just drift away from my heart
This hatred inside will tear me apart
And I can't deny
And I can't defy
What has become of me
What it is you all see
What it is I can't believe

I've become what I always feared
And the pride is gone, the feelings are no longer revered
So just let me drift away
Into this emotionless day

Don't want to hurt anymore
Don't want another display, just burn the corpse
And I don't want you to see
What has become of me
Because now I can say
That I know everyone will be ok

Family of Sinners

Do you know what seperates us from the rest?
Do you know what it is about us they detest?
It's something called love
Something founded by Him above
So what are we waiting for
Raise your hands up, scream galore
Praise raining down
Make smiles outta those frowns
We're not alone
As long as we atone
For the sins we do
For what we feel in You
We won't be like them
We won't be condemned

School Day Daydream

Those memories were long gone
But by your words was I drawn
Back into the years of our youth
When we freely spoke the truth

Yet now we're older
And the feelings are colder
As our hearts are clouded
Like the schools, the hallways so crowded

And we're being split apart
Just like before
We're screaming out for more
Yet our words are locked in our hearts

And we can't escape the thoughts
Even though the pieces have been wrought
Falling all around us
Leaning to our feelings, leaning to profess
What we've hid from
What we've become

Last Ryhme

One last time
One last ryhme
To say what I feel
To say what I know is real
So I want you all to see
What I've come to believe
What it is that makes me

So step up and take charge
Stand up, play it off large
Speak up and be heard
Scream loud those words
Let them cover you for the last time
As you repeat this last ryhme

Say what you feel
Scream for what you know is real
For one last time let's make some noise
For those out there, for the boys
Come and gone
As we sing hand in hand into the dawn

Painful Memories

Love is dead
As the final heart is bled
And I hear its screams
Crying out to me in my dreams
But they're just memories

Something I can't quite shake
Feelings that I can't quite fake
Words that I regret
And times I will never forget
But they're just memories

Nothing is real
I reach out and hold something I can't feel
I cry words of pain
As these emotions are lost, driving me insane
But they're just memories
Lost in the depths of my mind
Coming out in the light to find
The feelings that would claw and tear
Everything I ever loved, the feeling I come to see of as rare

Yet they never sleep
Waking me in my dreams to watch me weep
Reminding me of what I've done
And it's just begun

Falling Faster In Time

We are falling in time
To the words of love divine

And we are broken
Falling faster
In our love's disaster

And it seems
That in our dreams
Our hearts scream
Calling out for us
Late into the night

It seems
In our dreams
Our hearts scream
Calling out for us
Searching for our love's light

So open your arms up wide
Let the light be your guide
And embrace the love
That was bestowed
From him above
Making our hearts explode

And take the plunge
Into the depths of the unknown
Where our hearts are alone

Falling faster
Into our love's disaster
We are falling in time
To the words of our love divine

Too Much

Was it too much
When our lips touched
The moment you said goodbye
The moment my heart died
Did you feel it
The day you said you quit

Was it too close
Driving us into ghosts
Silent and hidden from view
Just me and you
Was I too close, was I too much, was I just in the way
As you walked away

Can you hear the screams
As I`m dreaming
Calling out for you
Wishing you would come back, wishing for the days of love that were true

And yet it`s over
As we`re gone, lost in the time
Of when our love was sublime
And I remember that time, when it was too much
From the very first kiss, from your gentle touch

One of The Two

Everyone thinks they`re unique
Just another child from the streets
Thinking they`ve had it hard
Thinking that they`re past is scarred

Well I`m here to tell you that we`re the same
We`ve all had to play that game
And yes we regret
The things we`ve seen, the things we try to forget

But we can`t run
For our lives have just begun
And we have to go on
Until the morning`s dawn

And when you feel yourself falling
We`ll be there to catch you
Because it is our calling
For we are the same, one of the two

So don`t let go
Just take a deep look inside, because you know
That we`re the same
Under different names
One of the two, together we`ll make it through

Blissful Love

Time is moving on and it is passing us by
As we`re falling in love yet we don`t know why
I find myself falling for you
Loving every little thing you do
And it is tearing me apart from the inside out
Yet in my heart I feel no doubt

And I`m falling for you
All over again
And I know it`s true
As I see the day when it all began

Your eyes shining from afar
As you walked into my heart
Showing me hot to love, as our lips parted
Feeling perfect, another constellation in the stars

And time is moving on as it passes us by
Falling in love and we know why
As I`m falling for you
Loving every little thing you do
And it`s burning from the inside out
As my heart beats without doubt
To the love of your kiss
Taking me further into out bliss

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Tears running down your face
You`re nothing but a big disgrace
So leave without a trace
Rotten waste, you have no place

Go back to the pit you crawled out of
You never understood the word of love
And so I won`t even bother
Because you`re nothing but a worthless father

You walked out without a second glance
And never gave us a second chance
Forever living in your foolish trance
Smoking what has become your romance

And you come back asking for forgiveness
Wishing that I would believe the lies you confess
Well listen to what I have to say
Because you will remember it everyday
You`re not my father
You`re just a useless bother
So go to hell
Before death is impaled
Upon the worthless waste
Of fatherly love, in which has been replaced

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The clouds are breaking the sun
As I look around for no one
And the pains come back
Pulling me further into the abyss
Pullin me into the black
And I reach out, save me from this

Yet my screams reach no ears
As I suffer and exceed the tears
Counting and calling
The tears as they keep falling

They guide me by the sound
As towards the black am I bound
Walking and lurching
Crying and searching
For the door to lead me out into the light
To lead me to my last night

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So many faces
Fallen and scattered from their places
Riddled with hidden names
Each one burning away like an old flame

Never being able to decide on just one
Feeling as though you might be outdone
Racing to find the hidden words
Flying off on the wings of the birds

Love In Death

O` sweet death
Claim the soul of your lover
Take away the last breath
To unravel, and eventually discover
What lies beneath the flesh
Underneath the heart of love, so fresh

The feeling of hate and pain
As you lover`s pulse you drain
Covering the eyes
As the tears rise to the skies
Calling out with kisses of demise
Sounding like such sweetly goodbyes

O` sweet death
Fallen to thy knees
Crying out screams and pleas
Wishing to be forgiven for what you have done
Yet unable to stop the ties of fate
As the cycle has just begun
And you can only desecrate
What has become of your old brittle bones
Broken by the painful moans

Hoping to see the love
Coming down from Him above
Bringing back what you long for
Screaming out for just a little more

O` sweet death
Raise up your heart
It is just the start
Of your love come and gone
As with it there are only tears
Floating into the sunless dawn

Vanity

Just another grain of sanity
Riding on the wind of our world`s vanity
Grinding away with the blades of time overdue
Molding my mind into something askew

And you would look down
On someone you judge with hate
And I would look around
Calling it fate

Perhaps it isn`t so bad
When we know it`s close to the end
When we know we`ll no longer be sad
And through the sands of time we will transcend

To a place where we`re the same
To a place that vanity cannot claim

Brat

What are you looking at
What do you see
Just another one you want to be
One of the `in`, just another brat

Well I`m different, living in between
And I could care less
Of what you think, just another bratty teen
So get out, go home, as I scream myself to express

And hear the screams holding up the sky
As they are all with me
And w ewill open your eyes so you can see
Why it is that we defy

We don`t have problems
So don`t think you can solve them
We`re not `in`, we`re just the in between
And we don`t care, we`re just bratty teens

Sister

Are you all alone
Cold and on your own
Well don`t cry
Because it wasn`t goodbye
It was just the begining

Of something that came undone
And you are not alone, because we are one
Standing in the light
That shines late into the night
Guiding us to what we couldn`t see
Guiding you to me

So don`t cry
As with you, another of our hearts die
And don`t scream
It`s just me in your dreams

So embrace the arms of your brother
Give a hug and kiss to our mother
Because you`re finally home
And you no longer have to roam

Prelude To Too Much

How much is too much
When all I want is to feel your touch
To feel your lips on mine
Where does it draw the line

Because I know you feel it
Growing stronger until we submit
But you`re saying no
Willing to throw
It all away
Ready to say
The words i`m waiting here for

So don`t walk away and ignore
The feelings we ador
Stay with me
And you will see
What we always believed
What our love can be

So will you stay
Every single day
And say the words

Love Can Never Be

She is what I want every single day
But the feelings are far away
As I`m falling into her gentle arms
Protecting me from all the harm, and blinding me with her charm

And when I see those eyes
I feel like I begin t o realize
That I was wrong all along
Because we never belonged
Too far away
Caged by the words we can`t say

And yet I`m ever full of fading hope
Because these feelings are too much, and I just can`t cope
So I`m clinging to what I can`t have
As we seperate the halves
Breaking the heart in two
Will it ever lead me to you?