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zehly · Sep 09, 2005, 11:31 PM // 23:31

Dear Friends,

I just want to let you all know that I will be going away for a little while... Won't be on GW, or on AIM. I don't know where I'm going, but I'll be gone.

I want to thank all of the people who have ever-so-kindly provided me support over last days. You guys know who you are.

I'll be leaving at midnight tonight, probably to some distant place.

My last wish is that you all never forget how fragile life really is, and how utterly important it is to be loved, and to love someone. I want you all to remember how precious every last one of your tears are, and to use them wisely.

Last but not least, if you don't care, don't post in response to this. If you don't have something nice, don't reply to this. Transcend that urge to be rude, mean, or uncivilized. I'm not expecting any replies to this, but am posting it because there are too many people to send PMs to.

The worst thing you can ever do to someone is to forget them.

~Lain

Manderlock · Sep 09, 2005, 11:43 PM // 23:43

Well you might not expect it, but its going to happen. I know that I and many others will miss you.

Dont stay away too long, and may you find what you are looking for.

Thanas · Sep 09, 2005, 11:51 PM // 23:51

Lain, you are coming back right?

zehly · Sep 09, 2005, 11:55 PM // 23:55

It will mostly likely be a one way trip to where I'm going--if I get there.

Thanas · Sep 10, 2005, 12:02 AM // 00:02

Lain I have PM'ed you. Please stay online.

Manderlock · Sep 10, 2005, 12:04 AM // 00:04

I have done the same.

Sir Skullcrasher · Sep 10, 2005, 12:06 AM // 00:06

why does this post seem like Lain will do bad things to herself?? umm.. Lain stay online and don't do anything you will regret

leguma · Sep 10, 2005, 12:16 AM // 00:16

well the site says she's offline and i don't see any receive confirmation comming up :-S

Witchblade · Sep 10, 2005, 12:21 AM // 00:21

What the ...

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Manderlock · Sep 10, 2005, 12:28 AM // 00:28

Lain as I told you in PM you have many friends and supporters here.

Witchblade · Sep 10, 2005, 12:31 AM // 00:31

Waw.. i didnt see the other topic

Since, i suck at english speakin..dont even know what to say

Lag Hell · Sep 10, 2005, 12:36 AM // 00:36

*cry...*sob...
plz come bak....

chris_nin00 · Sep 10, 2005, 12:36 AM // 00:36

ummm.... don't do what i think your going to do.

1)oneway trip.
2)distant place
3)midnight tonight

sounds pretty weird

stay...stay...good cookie for you.

Aniewiel · Sep 10, 2005, 12:37 AM // 00:37

Lain:

You are NOT alone and there are many in your life who love you, care for you and NEED you. There are literally thousands of others who care about what you're doing and what is happening in your life. There are millions of others who have been where you are and are willing to help you. I URGE you in the strongest possible terms to CALL SOMEONE. REACH OUT:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

http://www.suicideinfo.ca/

http://www.mentalhealth.samhsa.gov/suicideprevention/

http://suicidehotlines.com/

I do not care who you call, but CALL SOMEONE. Do not be alone. Share your grief. Share your fear. Share your love of Eileen. CALL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.

Mistress Eyahl · Sep 10, 2005, 12:41 AM // 00:41

I know she and many many others have has an extremely unfair and shitty thing blast their lives apart, but for anyone who's worried about her "doing something to herself", don't panic it's highly unlikely.
Take it from someone's who been there and done that. When you actually mean to go through with it you usually don't tell people.
Telling people leads to them trying to stop you and help you, and the emotional breakthrough they create to reach you pulls you out of "the zone".

Manderlock · Sep 10, 2005, 12:41 AM // 00:41

Lain please talk to us

Loviatar · Sep 10, 2005, 12:42 AM // 00:42

i sent a pm before posting here but i dont know if she got it

zehly · Sep 10, 2005, 12:44 AM // 00:44

All I want to do is be back with her and if that means leaving one world to go to the next, then that's what I have to do.

Loviatar · Sep 10, 2005, 12:45 AM // 00:45

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mistress Eyahl

I know she and many many others have has an extremely unfair and shitty thing blast their lives apart, but for anyone who's worried about her "doing something to herself", don't panic it's highly unlikely.
Take it from someone's who been there and done that. When you actually mean to go through with it you usually don't tell people.
Telling people leads to them trying to stop you and help you, and the emotional breakthrough they create to reach you pulls you out of "the zone".

i truly wish you were right but she is saying good bye to a forum .

if she had a real person to talk to she wouldnt be here

Aniewiel · Sep 10, 2005, 12:46 AM // 00:46

Quote:

Originally Posted by Aniewiel

Lain:

You are NOT alone and there are many in your life who love you, care for you and NEED you. There are literally thousands of others who care about what you're doing and what is happening in your life. There are millions of others who have been where you are and are willing to help you. I URGE you in the strongest possible terms to CALL SOMEONE. REACH OUT:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

http://www.suicideinfo.ca/

http://www.mentalhealth.samhsa.gov/suicideprevention/

http://suicidehotlines.com/

USE THESE RESOURCES and find a living, breathing person to talk to NOW!

I do not care who you call, but CALL SOMEONE. Do not be alone. Share your grief. Share your fear. Share your love of Eileen. CALL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.